i feel lonely every single day of my life,
but i'm ashamed to admit that to the people
who love me

So this is how it'll always be;
you'll be with her while saying you love me.

I hate myself. I want to escape from this body, I want to tear myself apart and start fresh.

I just want to be the last thing you think about, before you fall asleep

Before I go to bed tonight, I'll try one last time to wish for you, and heaven forbid that wish fail, I'm sick of being alone

Lets toast to the nights we spend alone, to the lovers that broke our hearts, and the days we fall apart.

& you know what hurts more than anything?
knowing that i want to be with you &
knowing that you feel the same
but knowing it will never work out.

the one thing i want in this world
is for a guy to tell me he can't
live without me

there'll be two dates
on your tombstone
everyone will read them
but the only thing that matters
is the little dash in between

things are getting to me. just how people are.
how they always expect you to be a certain way.
even your best friend

So you scream at the sky as your lying there throwing words in the air cause he just doesn't care. And you dream of a world, of a better place; where you don't have to put on a happy face.

He had dark hair and that bad boy attitude. The kind of attitude that anyone who cared to look twice could see right through. The thing was, nobody ever cared to look twice. That is, nobody until her.

Looking at herself
but wishing she was someone else
Because the body of the doll
it don't look like hers at all
So she straps it on, she sucks it in,
she throws it up, and gives a grin
Laughing at herself
because she knows she ain't that at all

i wanna be the girl that you see, and stop dead in the middle of a conversation just to look at.

sometimes you just have to jump off the bridge and hope you learn to fly on the way down.

i think we should just go with the flow and see where it is that we go. i want to share these moments with you, get to know your deepest secrets, and fall even harder along the way

look into her eyes, you'll see all her dreams. look a little harder. she's not all she seems. she's everything you need

it's been a hard week
chasing these miles
trying to find a reason
to smile

t's getting harder and harder
as the days keep passing by
I'm stuck here all alone
and it's killing me inside

so I'll blast the stereo untill the speakers blow
just to show you that I meant it
in this place where people rarely say what they mean,
I wouldn't mind being one of the exceptions.

pretty pictures on her wrist
suicidal thoughts on her mind
screaming those secret tears
everyone believed her when
she said "im fine"

don't you hate it when you get the feeling that no one cares?
and your eyes are burning from all of the tears
you're fighting to hold back but you can't control what you're saying
because you've kept so much inside for way too long
and now you just don't care at all

Giving up on you is probably the
easiest thing for me to do right now

And for once...
Can I be the one you wait for?
Because I'm sick of being the one who waits for you

So, what's your addiction?
The pain, the emptiness, the high?
Maybe we all just want to feel alive.
So cut up your arms,
Restrict all your food.
And take hit, after hit, after hit

My chest is hurting, my heart is breaking through.
I have so much to say, but I just can't say it to you

The more you show your feelings,
the more people can find ways to hurt you

You scream at the sky as your lying there
throwing words in the air cause he just doesn't care.
And you dream of a world, of a better place
where you don't have to put on a happy face.

sleep is overrated.
we stay awake and cry.
if this is love, than kill me now,
and save me from my life.

Scream Until The Mirror Breaks
Scream Until Your Lungs Are Black
Scream Until Your Bleeding Blue
Scream Until No One Can Hear You

i don't want to be perfect.
i just want to be okay.

She's a girl who loves bubbles and walking forever.
She likes to talk like there'll be no tomorrow.
She's the same girl who cried herself to sleep when she was turned down
and who turned to a razor when everyone else left.

 just want someone that cares. Someone that really truly cares about me, and how I'm doing, wants to be with me, and who gives a damn. But I'll never meet that person. I won't.

Send flashing lights,
Distress calls in the night.
Where's the heroes
When you need them the most?
Send anything, I don't care anymore.

I'm sick and I'm twisted
I'm b.r.o.k.e.n and you can't fix it

sometimes you just need someone
to look forward to seeing you everyday

you can say i changed and i can say fuck you,
you never knew me to begin with.

understand now. I know that I`m always that girl. Never the girl. Just that girl, the one that gets used, hurt, lied to, betrayed, confused. The one that boys go to when they need someone to hold onto. The one that`s never the girl, I`m always the second best. Never have I been the one to make boys fall weak at the knees, drop everything cause they love me so much, want nothing more than to be with me, be amazingly happy cause they have me. I`m the other girl. & I`m getting used to it.

I'm sick of being dragged through the day.
I remember a time in my life
when I use to wish the day would last forever,
now all I want it to do is end.
Each day I hate myself a little more.
I remember when I was my friend.

Trust me. I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels,
to cry in the shower so no one can hear you,
waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.

&& finally the day came when
his name didn't make her smile.

And then I sat and cried
It was the worst kind of sobbing
the kind that hurts your chest
and steals your breathe
And no one could hear me